Like so many at the start of the New Year I reviewed my life, made some resolutions and with determination, set my goals for 2015. I even went as far as spending a few days at a delightful resort, just me and my laptop. Taking notes, ordering room service, setting intentions, envisioning my upcoming year and then revising, no, actually it was a complete revamping of my Ideal LifeVision.
Returning home, feeling great from what I considered an accomplished vision setting weekend (it helped that I treated myself to a massage too), I began listening to my Vision. After a few days life added some detours, then, certain things I’d written into my Vision began to unravel in real life and other intentions I’d set began to sound and feel not quite right, a bit uncomfortable to me.
This pattern of detours, unraveling, uncomfortableness has relentlessly continued. I stopped listening to my vision, stopped visioning and envisioning all together, stopped offering daily gratitudes (a real confession - I haven’t even created a gratitude journal for the year), I’ve stopped writing, stopped painting, not sweeping or vacuuming, lacking in laughter and curiosity…Ugh, what has happened to me?
Last week at this time it was nearly 70 degrees, I was sitting with Mother Earth clearing out garden beds. Sunday and Monday it snowed providing an accumulation of about a foot. Yesterday was warm, mid 60’s, with plenty of sunshine, goodness, the weather seems as catiwompus as me.
And then I saw this, a tulip breaking though.
Returning home, feeling great from what I considered an accomplished vision setting weekend (it helped that I treated myself to a massage too), I began listening to my Vision. After a few days life added some detours, then, certain things I’d written into my Vision began to unravel in real life and other intentions I’d set began to sound and feel not quite right, a bit uncomfortable to me.
This pattern of detours, unraveling, uncomfortableness has relentlessly continued. I stopped listening to my vision, stopped visioning and envisioning all together, stopped offering daily gratitudes (a real confession - I haven’t even created a gratitude journal for the year), I’ve stopped writing, stopped painting, not sweeping or vacuuming, lacking in laughter and curiosity…Ugh, what has happened to me?
Last week at this time it was nearly 70 degrees, I was sitting with Mother Earth clearing out garden beds. Sunday and Monday it snowed providing an accumulation of about a foot. Yesterday was warm, mid 60’s, with plenty of sunshine, goodness, the weather seems as catiwompus as me.
And then I saw this, a tulip breaking though.
After weeks and weeks of a continuing downward spiral of dissent, I laid in my bed last night thinking of those tulips and yes my favorite, daffodils, are breaking though as well, and I woke this morning realizing it’s time for me to break through too, time to create 2015’s gratitude journal, time to revision and realign, time to revamp the revamped LifeVision…TIME TO BREAK THROUGH.
Is it time for you to break through?
I’d love for you to join me.
What do you think? Leave me a message, send me a message, heck, just contact me for heaven’s sake and let’s break though together!!!!
Is it time for you to break through?
I’d love for you to join me.
What do you think? Leave me a message, send me a message, heck, just contact me for heaven’s sake and let’s break though together!!!!
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Today my husband would have celebrated his 55th revolution around the sun.
Happy Birthday Jeff. I miss you and I love you!
Today my husband would have celebrated his 55th revolution around the sun.
Happy Birthday Jeff. I miss you and I love you!
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